A scare

I hate when everything is turned black all in a sudden. Not because it's a blackout time. It's due to some reasons on my body.

I had these experiences for quite a few time. The last one was about two years ago. I was inside the crowded mini bus.

This time, I was inside a patient room, watching her severe leg wound (if you image, her fibula is visible and apparently this is a foul smelling wound) to be dressed by a nurse. The room was so warm and as a student, we had been asking a lots of questions about the wound management. Pheuw~~

The progress had been gone for a while. And, we were all good. I'm really hunting for this chance to be watching on this kind of dressing for a long time.

Then, I felt my stummy cramping and it was a slightly dizzy. Well, I was sure that I will be fine very shortly. But, guess what... Everything turned into black in a sudden. I was at my wit's end. Nothing I could do about it. This went for a few seconds. Then, I thought I better to leave the room and have a rest for awhile. I was sweating. The other nurse took my blood pressure and it was quite low from the normal. So, she asked me to have some water and rest in the other room.

Well, I was not unconscious. I just felt a bit tired and hot. And, I'm not deaf. I know what you guys talking outside. My English is not excellent as you guys, it's my second language, but it is improving, you better know this. How comes? Well, let me tell you then. You never know if I hesitate to tell the truth. I like listening much more than talking. The credit for this goes to you guys. I'm so appreciated of your hardworking on gossiping people behind them. You should be proud of your profession, shouldn't you?

Actually, I am not mean to grumble at everyone, everything... I just wanna do all my best on this placement. That's it. I'm not that bitchy, right?

Well, time will prove everything, I believe.

Don't cry. Think optimistically.

And, that was how I turned my black Friday off last night.

A professional lier..

The more you've told people, the more that make me sicker.

你说的每一句话，我连标点符号都不信。

I'm totally sick of you.

No other reasons.

Just because you're so pro in lying on everybody.

You should be proud of yourself, right??

Congratulations!!




(except from me.. huh '^')

Well...

If you ask me, how scaring it is for me to pick up the phone in the hospital. My silly answer will be: it is similar to how you guys hesitate to take at least a chance to be friendly with us.

What will that be to live in other countries that you're not really welcomed by most of their people? Have you imaged that?

Nope..

Unless you encountered once..

To be honest..

Is that what I really want to??

I don't know...

Well, let have another try then.