Friday, 29 July 2011

Being a nurse.

Being a nurse can make me lost at times.
Why?
I dunno..
It is just a strange sometimes.

My community placement is just nearly done.
Am I looking for it?
Yes, I am.

But...
(Hang on. )

Well...

I meet nice people here.
I'm learning heaps here.
I'm doing my practices so well under control though.
That is so much appreciated!!

I would say,
This practice is just fabulous!
I'm really enjoying it!

I know, sometimes..
I'm dealing with a various people.
Some are really nice.
But, some are just too "tXXXXXian"!!
Can't blame them.
They just can't stand with you!
Why?
Because you are standing in their best place!!
----> Australia.
Here is an awesome place, don't you know that?
Yes, I know! I definitely know that!!
So, I came here and study!
That's what you should be proud of!
The education in Australia.. is just marvelous!

Sometimes, they just don't understand the "cultures" thing!

Anyway, I do what I am supposed to do.
I'd do all the goodness on you, with all my best.
Just.. because..
I'm a nurse.
I'm a nurse, from the UNIVERSITY OF TASMANIA!!!

We are so busy in this morning.
I did more things more independently nowadays (which I wish to),
That's great.
I'm telling you.
It's just so pleasant when you have done more things all on your own feet during your practice.
It takes slow, but I'm content with that.
The two simple words "Thank you" do make my day off really quickly.
I am happy when the dr says "thank you" to me;
I am happier when I hear "thank you" from my patients;
I am happiest, if knowing that I have done a good job to the nurses.

Well,
Stories time now!

One of my patient today was a lecturer.
He was used to travel a lots when he was a young fella.
He was teaching the "Human Management".
(Huh? What's a interesting subject!!! I haven't heard that before. Anyway..)
After I done his ECG, we had a few minutes conversation while he was dressing himself. (Hey budak, jangan fikir bukan-bukan! ;D)
He said, he has dealt with a lot of student world widely. Some were really tricky. He had no idea what to do with them, but failed them. And then, he said to me, "But, I think you are doing a good job here!!" OMG, I felt it's so embarrassing! I said, "Am I?" He answered me, "Yes, you're!" OMG! I felt like I was flying in the sky at that time.

Yes, I'm so proud of yourself!!
(自恋)

And, last time.
A lady came of the non-stop nose bleeding.
She was diagnosed leukemia for years ago.
She was really upset with her chronic health condition.
I was just be with her and talking to her, until the dr came.
And then, when the dr were being in,
she said to the dr, "that's good to have a trainee here".
The dr looked at me and smiled.
OMG, i felt my face was turning red and hot at that time.

Like what I have told before,
I got a cuddle from a lovely gentle man.
A deep hole has developed on his buttock after a surgery.
He came for a wound care from us.
I cleansed his wound really carefully, after that, the dr just roughly put a gauze into there (as a wick)....
OMG. Can you imagine it?
It's awful!!
He just yelled out then. I reassured him by rubbing my palm onto his shoulder and said, "it's okay. it's all done!!". After i put another dressing on, and before he leaved, he just turned back and give me a warm cuddle!! What a lovely present! He was an engineer a long time ago. He has been working in a few Asian countries when he was young, as he stated. Now, every time when he sees me, he'd say "ni hao ma?"

I am doing heaps of immunisation here as well.
I get used to do the injection on the babies now. (No more feeling)
I know once they got the needle, they would cry anyway. So, why not?!
I am doing the good stuffs. Those vaccines are just good enough to prevent the contagious diseases and protect them to be vulnerable to some of the infections. If they cry, I'd just blow the bubbles to entertain them. What's a pleasant job too! Haha. It does help. Some of them just stop crying after that. Just so "easy come and go"!

There you go!

It's just my own nursing stories.
Not care to share with you though..
ENJOY!


;D

请问梁静茹,
如果我敢追求,我就真的敢拥有吗?

Friday, 15 July 2011

除非你有种...

否则就不要去招惹那些疲惫,然后情绪不稳定的人。

就是我!!!


我现在就想打人。
最近的生活,说不上来很忙,却让人疲惫不堪。
晚上睡着了,却容易惊醒;
闹钟响了,醒了,却不能像以往那样,潇洒地离开床铺。
赖床是最近很爱做的事情,做了以后却又觉得很惭愧的事情。
累到很哀伤,哀伤到很累。
张洁莹,你是想怎样?
我想离开这里。没有牵挂的离开。
我做得到吗?
每一天,8个小时的实习,除了休息时间与写notes的时间,
大部分的时间都是站着的。
我的双脚站久了都好疼,尤其是膝盖的部位更是酸疼的不得了。
就算每一天睡足8个小时,我还是觉得好累。
是不是
痘痘也一直冒出来很frustrating !!!

如果有一天,你失去了,你就会惋惜,为什么当初不好好地珍惜。

BULLSHIT!!

Friday, 1 July 2011

我总是在练习

我总是一个人在练习一个人
有什么那么不可思议,
又何必大惊小怪?

有个朋友还问说,
“到底是别人觉得你单身可悲,还是你觉得自己单身可悲?”



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