Here comes the second month in 2013-- February. My fav Jan has ady gone... Havent really enjoyed it thoroughly.... It's ady gone now, forever gone....
Why am I so busy??
Or am I really busy??? for what??
for sth called L.I.F.E
Am satisfied tho... at least, I am really doing things on my own....
I make decisions, I plan my schedule thoroughly... No one seems able to "control" me anymore..
Yupe, I guess I'm growing.. size, of course, is one thing.... I really like eating, especially those very fancy foods...(ranging from normal dishes to sweets).. that's why I keep putting myself on weight... poor thing.. but let's eat why hesitate... Technically, I'm growing... On the other side, I hope I'm becoming more mature nowadays... I do hope so... Why is this a matter? It is really a matter.... Same as my other friends, we're turning 24 this year (some of them have ady celebrated their 24th bday! Oh gosh).. If we're still being too stubborn with our own defined principles...still tied up with our egos enormously... what's gonna teach us and it'll certainly be ever-lasting is when we start losing things because of those attitudes... Time to "LET GO"!!
Living outside by my own... makes me start appreciating everything more likely... Not like in the past, I was too dependent, too like a wall-flower, too being spoiled .... until I really made myself take everything for granted.. I thought I was really a princess... Never true... I ain't a princess... It was so wrong...
Anyway, now, I do get myself a chance to see what kind of future I really want to pursue... Somehow, I think this chance has let me see things clearer... or has slightly broadened my horizons (maybe this is not true, whatever)... Life has always taught me lessons, every now and then.... It is never the end..
I shouldn't give up... no matter what... someone said, every time you're thinking to quit... then think back what reason you has been holding for so long...
I miss my family and friends... How are you guys?
